| memoirs of teenage fanaticism: the end |
[17 Nov 2008|04:16pm] |
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hello, my dear readers,
i have some bittersweet news to share with you. as of this moment, memoirs of teenage fanaticism is finished, ended, over. i touched on this topic awhile ago, in may, when i said that i was longer a teenager so this blog would in effect, be ending eventually. recently i said change was coming, and now the time has come for that change.
it has been a long journey since the first day i wrote here, and i'm sad to see it all go.
i won't be gone though. i'm just moving my thoughts to a new home (:
i'll post the link shortly.
&much love.
&exeunt.
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| open your eyes |
[16 Nov 2008|05:27pm] |
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( a text message )
honestly, i thought that was really sweet of you to say. you have no clue why i'm being like this but you're still being so lovely to me. i really appreciate it.
i don't know what i'm looking for or what i've lost or maybe i'm lost, i think that's it.
come back from italy, sara. mi manchi moltissimo.
nine days 'til socal.
&exeunt.
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| merrrrrrrr |
[13 Nov 2008|02:40pm] |
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yellowcard - city of devils |
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i almost feel like i don't really know you anymore.
and you've been my best friend for such a long time..
i really wish we still went to school together, because i miss you terribly all the time.
&exeunt.
twelve days 'til socal.
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| karen |
[04 Nov 2008|01:03am] |
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klaus badelt - one last shot |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
we had class together for six short weeks in the summer, but you are honestly one of my favorite people, and i love you.
so have a lovely birthday (:
<3 <3 <3
&exeunt.
( quiz )
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| calling |
[02 Nov 2008|02:24pm] |
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bio webcast |
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i don't generally miss.
but i miss you
i miss you so much.
i want to go home and see you
it's not because i like you more than everyone else, because i like you all equally.
i just miss hanging out with you everyday, all the time, whenever, doing nothing, everything something.
&exeunt.
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| do it. |
[28 Oct 2008|02:45am] |
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none |
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i'm going to set things right.
i've already started.
&exeunt.
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[28 Oct 2008|12:36am] |
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young love - tell me |
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this is why i have such a hard time trusting people.
you're all the fucking same.
&exeunt.
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| c'est la vie |
[22 Oct 2008|05:08pm] |
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keane - somewhere only we know |
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i hope that's right, as we all know french is not one of the six languages in which i dabble.
that is going to change though, because next semester will find me in french one woo.
i still can't believe you kissed me o_o
anyway,
i'm going to barnes and noble.
ciao, i miei amori.
bacci ed abracci!
oh wait--
sup, corey haha.
feel better soon, k? (:
&exeunt.
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| advice |
[20 Oct 2008|09:28pm] |
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atb - better give up |
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sometimes, i am good for something:
kurai X hoshi: life is about taking chances
kurai X hoshi: and seeing how far you get
kurai X hoshi: life is about flying
kurai X hoshi: falling
kurai X hoshi: and picking yourself up again
kurai X hoshi: okay so what if when you fall your wings break
kurai X hoshi: well you pick yourself up, give it some time, glue them together, let them mend
kurai X hoshi: and youll be able to fly again
kurai X hoshi: if you just give up
kurai X hoshi: youre sinking into the sea
now if only i could TAKE MY OWN ADVICE.
okay new rules.
1. have fun
2. rock the party rock the party
3. who gives a fuck what they think
4. it's all about me
5. no more of this
6. music. music, music, and more music.
sounds good.
&exeunt.
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| lalalalalalalalaaaaaa |
[12 Oct 2008|01:10pm] |
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funeral for a friend - bend your arms to look like wings |
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hell was awesome<3
"did you think i was like all the other guys out there? douchey?"
"yes"
"well i'm not."
(:
we'll see.
&exeunt
( quiz )
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| nothing really |
[11 Oct 2008|11:01am] |
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daphne loves derby - what we have been waiting for |
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numb, empty, nothingness.
&exeunt.
( quiz )
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| prayer |
[11 Oct 2008|12:40am] |
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if there is a god,
forgive me of all my sins, those made in the past, those i'm making, and those that i will make.
i am sorry, to all those i have wronged, those i wrong, and those that i will wrong.
take those memories away.
and i would like to thank all of you who have ever been there for me.
and i would like to thank danille for picking up the phone tonight, otherwise i might not be here writing this right now.
om bhur bhuvah swah
tat savitur varenyam
bhargo devasya dheemahi
dhiyo yo na prachodayat
&exeunt.
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| bruised |
[10 Oct 2008|07:00pm] |
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jack's mannequin - dark blue |
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i've got my things; i'm good to go
just one more plane ride, and it's done
vacation's come and gone too late
there's so much sun where i'm from
i had to give it away, had to give you away
sometimes perfection can be
it can be perfect hell, perfect
'hours pass
and she still counts the minutes that i am not there
i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
like every inch of me is bruised, bruised'
keep it steady now,
'cause every inch you see is bruised
all i hear
is what's playing through the in flight radio
now every word of every song, i have ever heard
will make me want to stay
it's what's playing through the in flight radio
when i, when i am, finally waking up
'hours pass
and she still counts the minutes that i am not there
i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
like every inch of me is bruised'
so keep it steady now,
'cause every inch you see is bruised
i'm here 'til close with finger's crossed each night
'cause your place isn't far
and hours pass
and hours pass
'she still counts the minutes that i am not there
i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
like every inch of me is bruised'
keep it steady now,
'cause every inch you see is bruised.
the world is burning down.
&exeunt
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| for some reason |
[06 Oct 2008|07:00pm] |
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three doors down - kryptonite |
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i'm really missing you today.
and i'm pretty sure i'm going to make the wrong decision, regarding lucius.
also-- why can't you see i'm happy causing my own destruction?
courtney, i am so so so so so sorry about your friend. i'm here for you, okay?
and i love you very much.
here's to hoping i can get my mind off things a little.
&exeunt.
( survey )
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| inside joke |
[05 Oct 2008|10:14pm] |
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kaki king - 2 o'clock |
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last night was epic.
we chased tequila shots with white wine-- classaaaaay~
dear the long palm trees,
you are all very lovely, and our preparty was so much fun.
we should do it again, every week (:
love,
skye auburn.
hahahahahahaha
i wonder who won the contest. probably you, lula-darcy fandango.
<3
&exeunt.
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[03 Oct 2008|09:30pm] |
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cobra starship - one day, robots will cry |
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if my story is following deconstruct, a memoir, then i think i've just found my lucius.......
i don't think i'm doing the right thing, but i don't know if i can stop it.
i'm growing really dependent...
and courtney is completely arabella btw.
&exeunt.
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| tina |
[02 Oct 2008|01:36pm] |
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the killers - mr. brightside |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
(: yay you're twenty now!
and although you're sick and you have a quiz, i hope you have a birthday as amazing as you are.
you're loved, and you always will be.
i'm sorry i didn't see you when i was at home, but you will be one of the first people i see next time i get back.
take care of yourelf, and i love you very much.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++Other news:
*fangirly scream*
my jacket came in the mail!! yay!! i ordered this because i am tres desolee and shopping never hurt anyone. and it came, and i love it mweeee.
courtney has limited my stalking time, and i guess it's for the better. mer
i hate this.
&exeunt.
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